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Had my Leather Family Christmas last night, which was great. I had a few moments where I was confused with things inside of me, especially as I was having my narcolepticness. Musta been the excellent meal. If you ever want to get a good dinner for not too much with a group of people, definately do the family style dinner at Maggianos...if you can get in that is.
Anyway, Uncle John and Suellen gave me this book, Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel. I have to admit that I was skeptical, as everyone's been giving me books or recommending books about depression/bipolar/suicide/self help/etc. I'm actually almost tired of it. Part of me doesn't think that reading a book is going to give me any better insight into myself, and in a lot of ways I'm tired of looking into myself.
Anyway, giving it the benefit of the doubt, as I do every book someone recommends to me, I opened the cover and checked out the bit. Boy was I amazed.
( Yes, I'm excerpting because this is exactly how I feel a lot of the time. )
I don't really know why I felt like putting this here...maybe becuase it puts into words what I havent been able to for so long. Lots of people tell me they dont understand how I feel.. well maybe this'll give some insight.
Anyway, that's enough downers for today.. its christmas eve eve for pity's sake.
Anyway, Uncle John and Suellen gave me this book, Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel. I have to admit that I was skeptical, as everyone's been giving me books or recommending books about depression/bipolar/suicide/self help/etc. I'm actually almost tired of it. Part of me doesn't think that reading a book is going to give me any better insight into myself, and in a lot of ways I'm tired of looking into myself.
Anyway, giving it the benefit of the doubt, as I do every book someone recommends to me, I opened the cover and checked out the bit. Boy was I amazed.
( Yes, I'm excerpting because this is exactly how I feel a lot of the time. )
I don't really know why I felt like putting this here...maybe becuase it puts into words what I havent been able to for so long. Lots of people tell me they dont understand how I feel.. well maybe this'll give some insight.
Anyway, that's enough downers for today.. its christmas eve eve for pity's sake.
