Nerves

Its after 9, and noone else is in the office. I don't think its a holiday. Checked the emails and stuff, and apparently they did hire a new person, probaly for Annabelle's position, which is cool. But coming in to find your desk organized, and your disks organized differently than how you had them organized is a little disheartening. The hairs on the back of my head are bristling up. And the EA has gotten a new laptop, which she's put Frontpage on, which makes my hair bristle even more to.
Only a matter of time now until we find out whats goin on.

So that's how they're going to play.

Because I "abandoned" my job and didn't give them any further information other than that I was receiving treatment (I don't have to give them any more than that), My boss is trying to get me to go Contract, which means 24 hours a week IF they have anything for me to do. And if they don't, I'm SOL. It also means no benefits, and overall less money. Its that or I quit, which would mean no benefits. I'm calling legal aid now because its coercion in my opinion, and frankly I think them saying that I abandoned my job when I have documentation for everything is insane. They claim they didn't get the documentation, but I have the fax reports saying it did. so either little miss linda hid them away, or pete's forgotten them.

Pete asked me if my job really was that stressful and I said yes. when I did that he asked why, and I said "cause you scare the living shit out of me sometimes." He just stared at me dumbfounded, and then said something like well you shouldn't take work things to heart. And I'm like.. you called me a shithead. how is that not something I should take to heart? arrgh.
I wish legal aid would call back already. This is crap.

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Wow, more anxiety than last night. I'm just continuing to be more nervous, because Im sure he's gonna rip me a new one for saying what he's doing is illegal. Actually thinkin about taking an intimidating male friend along to be damage control should they try to claim I'm taking equipment that isn't mine. which I'm not. I'm taking my software with me, and I'm actually beign nice enough to let win2k on the server, even though I shouldn't.
now to try to sleep. Keep your fingers crossed everybody.