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Mar. 18th, 2002
The General Blahs
Mar. 18th, 2002 02:52 pmreally feeling those blahs today. Waiting for Carter to get here to fill out the paperwork for the apartment, but not even sure if we're gonna get it. Scared that we wont, and I'll have to move back to Frederick. It just doesn't seem like anything's working out. I still don't have a job.. not for lack of trying to find one. It just sucks that there's like a billion people in the tech sector trying to get a job right now.
Then I start to feel bad about not going to college, or not being more corporately inclined. I just don't seem to fit in the Corporate frame of mind. I seem to always do something wrong in these spots. And it makes me feel like a bad person because of it. I don't have couth or something. I don't know. I really just don't know right now.
A lot of people are going to see this and be worried.. Don't be. I'm just really worried about where I'm going to be a week from now, a month from now, etc. Had the drowning dream last night, one I haven't had for awhile..so I've been down all day. I just need something positive on the job/home front to come through so I'm not walking a tightrope without a net.
At least I'm not having an anxiety attack.
Off to put some laundry in and wait for Carter.
Then I start to feel bad about not going to college, or not being more corporately inclined. I just don't seem to fit in the Corporate frame of mind. I seem to always do something wrong in these spots. And it makes me feel like a bad person because of it. I don't have couth or something. I don't know. I really just don't know right now.
A lot of people are going to see this and be worried.. Don't be. I'm just really worried about where I'm going to be a week from now, a month from now, etc. Had the drowning dream last night, one I haven't had for awhile..so I've been down all day. I just need something positive on the job/home front to come through so I'm not walking a tightrope without a net.
At least I'm not having an anxiety attack.
Off to put some laundry in and wait for Carter.
Rules for Kidnapping
Mar. 18th, 2002 10:31 pm1) When doing a spur of the moment Kidnapping, make sure you remember the person's address properly, and don't knock on the door of their lesbian neighbors.
2) wait to say "Bootie Call" until after you know you have the right place.
3) Make sure that your victim is indeed home, and alone when trying to kidnap them. It kinda defeats the purpose if they're not home alone, especially if you can't fit more than one person in your trunk or the back of your van.
4) Make sure your accomplice doesn't laugh his ass off for like 10 minutes if you mess it up, otherwise you may have to kill him.
5) also have the victim's phone number in your cellphone, so you don't have to call 411.
2) wait to say "Bootie Call" until after you know you have the right place.
3) Make sure that your victim is indeed home, and alone when trying to kidnap them. It kinda defeats the purpose if they're not home alone, especially if you can't fit more than one person in your trunk or the back of your van.
4) Make sure your accomplice doesn't laugh his ass off for like 10 minutes if you mess it up, otherwise you may have to kill him.
5) also have the victim's phone number in your cellphone, so you don't have to call 411.
Tonight was a little better, in that I had fun and relaxed a little bit.
For those who just read my previous post, please do not be alarmed.. I wasn't really trying to "kidnap" someone. I mean seriously...like I could...
Carter and I decided after dinner to go to Ikea down at Potomac Mills. Claudia's house was on the way to Potomac Mills, so I decided to have a little "kidnapping."
I remembered how to get to her house. that made me happy. It had been awhile since I had gone to her place to visit. Upon getting there, I knocked on a door that I thought was hers, and as it opened I said "Booty Call."
Unfortunately, it wasn't her place. My face turned at least 80 billion shades of red (later I found out that they are also Lesbians...double trouble). I ended up calling 411 and getting the number, and calling, and then finding out which apartment it was from the phone ringing. Suprising her and saying I was kidnapping her, and then suddenly, she had company... Damn. Ah well.
So then we went to Ikea, just Carter and I. God it was incredible. Carter wants to live there. I was close to it, but the food there is too Swedish for me. But I loved the furniture, and their lighting is cheap as anything! definitely going there when I have money to furnish my house a little better!
Think I'm gonna relax for a little bit and then crash out. I feel really tired tonight. Then tomorrow lots of packing, laundry, and then BR TNG and Midori! too cool!
hugs to all.
For those who just read my previous post, please do not be alarmed.. I wasn't really trying to "kidnap" someone. I mean seriously...like I could...
Carter and I decided after dinner to go to Ikea down at Potomac Mills. Claudia's house was on the way to Potomac Mills, so I decided to have a little "kidnapping."
I remembered how to get to her house. that made me happy. It had been awhile since I had gone to her place to visit. Upon getting there, I knocked on a door that I thought was hers, and as it opened I said "Booty Call."
Unfortunately, it wasn't her place. My face turned at least 80 billion shades of red (later I found out that they are also Lesbians...double trouble). I ended up calling 411 and getting the number, and calling, and then finding out which apartment it was from the phone ringing. Suprising her and saying I was kidnapping her, and then suddenly, she had company... Damn. Ah well.
So then we went to Ikea, just Carter and I. God it was incredible. Carter wants to live there. I was close to it, but the food there is too Swedish for me. But I loved the furniture, and their lighting is cheap as anything! definitely going there when I have money to furnish my house a little better!
Think I'm gonna relax for a little bit and then crash out. I feel really tired tonight. Then tomorrow lots of packing, laundry, and then BR TNG and Midori! too cool!
hugs to all.