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Didn't sleep very well last night.I'm pretty sure I only caught one rem cycle. For the first time in awhile I had nightmares, and woke up early to make comfort food for myself (brownies). I don't like cooking convections. Desserts are not my forte.

I couldn't focus at all on my homework, and everything seems to be going back to 10X magnification on its importance.Internally if I'm not depressed I'm aggrivated or depressed, or they all jumble together and I feel the beginnings of a temper tantrum exploding in my head. I'm just hoping I have it together enough to remember everything I need to take with me to class tonight. Days like this I wish I had librium or something like that.

Part of me knows I'm strong enough to do this. Part of me doesnt want to do this. The other part of me is just yelling at the other two to shut up so I can go live in a cave- like you do.
Okay, off to get dressed and find more trasnlucent stuff. Later.

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Yah, so I was thinkin I was over getting riled up about stupid things that don't affect my life in anyway.
I was wrong.

go figure.