Bloodletting, interviews, and anxiety

So okay, maybe I shoulda taken the blood taking as a warning this morning. After she took it, the lady put a bandaid on my arm, and then suddenly, as I'm walking out, I feel blood running down my arm. Ive never had that happen before. At least it was only 3 vials today. But damn my arm hurts.

I don't know how the interview went. I felt a little odd. They have 13 canidates, and they're picking the top three to go onto a second interview on Thursday or Friday. They want to hire someone asap. I think I did well, but I don't know. I need a nap. I don't feel really secure about it. But we'll see.

Knight Rider and my history of writing.

As I watch Knight Rider, I almost laugh, yet am intrigued. Watching this when I was young the way I did, I wonder if it influenced my personal ideations of the fantasy relationship, some of my fantasies in general, but mostly my writing. I think in the past 6 years, 2, maybe 3 people have seem my writing. But I can definitely see where some of the romanticism and random ideas for things come from.

Sometimes I miss writing, but now, if I were to sit down and start, I would never get past the first sentence. I gues its because I'm not sitting in class, needing a place to escape to. Or at home, needing a place to escape to. hmm.. maybe i should take paper to group so my subconscious can work, while the rest of me tunes out....hmm

This date in 1986

( Where were you when... )

I feel suprisingly zen like as I get all nostalgic about this day. And actually rather content. That's eerie... Anyway, I think I'm going to take a bubble bath.