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Jan. 29th, 2003
She did it!
Jan. 29th, 2003 04:37 pmI'll be damned... My little sister got accepted to West Virginia University for the fall semester. Come March she'll have to audition for the music program, but at least she knows she's going to school there.
Pass the congratz down to her- this is a major major thing for our family. I think our old band director's gonna laugh though.
Pass the congratz down to her- this is a major major thing for our family. I think our old band director's gonna laugh though.
Oh lord, what a day. Creative gave me the wrong answer for my mp3 problem. I told them the battery wasn't working, and they give me the instructions on how to reboot the player, even though I told them that that wasn't the problem. Had to write back and explain the situation. I hope they give me a solution soon, and one that wont include sending the entire unit back.
On the way home from fixing a friend's computer tonight, I got the sudden urge to go back out to the club. I want to get dressed up again, and hang out with my friends there. This thought shocked the hell out of me. Still not sure why it came out. Maybe I just miss some of the people I'd spend time with there.
Tonight I have to meet someone I haven't really seen in a long time. They're closer to me than anyone else in my life, yet so far away as well. Ive spent lots of time with them, and had many conversations, but I have almost forgotten who they are, what they look like, what they believe- anything about them really. Tonight I have to reintroduce myself to myself. For the first time in months I have to look at myself in a mirror. If I can't look at myself in a mirror, how can I make eye contact with anyone else, and how can I really work to better my innerworkings if I can't admit to myself what I need to work on. I don't think I've been more scared of anything (except needles.)
Maybe Mea didn't die in me...maybe she's scared too.
Yes cheesy and schtuff- so sue me.
On the way home from fixing a friend's computer tonight, I got the sudden urge to go back out to the club. I want to get dressed up again, and hang out with my friends there. This thought shocked the hell out of me. Still not sure why it came out. Maybe I just miss some of the people I'd spend time with there.
Tonight I have to meet someone I haven't really seen in a long time. They're closer to me than anyone else in my life, yet so far away as well. Ive spent lots of time with them, and had many conversations, but I have almost forgotten who they are, what they look like, what they believe- anything about them really. Tonight I have to reintroduce myself to myself. For the first time in months I have to look at myself in a mirror. If I can't look at myself in a mirror, how can I make eye contact with anyone else, and how can I really work to better my innerworkings if I can't admit to myself what I need to work on. I don't think I've been more scared of anything (except needles.)
Maybe Mea didn't die in me...maybe she's scared too.
Yes cheesy and schtuff- so sue me.
I need models for some black and white photography work, as well as ideas for some cool photo shoots (non erotic in nature.) If you want an erotic shoot, contact me offlist.. they're different. They're not part of my personal portfolio.
Some lucky models will get to work with my first model,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kitiara
:)
Some lucky models will get to work with my first model,
kitiara:)