Grr

Okay, so the lawyer called today, and says that NIBA wants all this information from me: Medical records, journal entries, resume, and any papers that I have from the job. I'm suddenly filled with a wierd foreshadowing anxiety. It could just be because of a little memory problem I've been having, which it partially probably is, but I'm just freaking out about this. I have to get all this and send it to my lawyer this week. I can't believe it. I have to call like 3 different doctors and get records sent to me. I'm suddenly getting very scared, feeling very vulnerable, and very negative. Why do they want all this crap? Are they really going to fight me over this? If they are, then ok, Im game, but it just seems a little odd they want this stuff. Now I have to print out like 6 months worth of Journal Entries. Wee hoo.

All I want right now is to know I'm loved, big hugs from people who care about me, and a large mallet to knock myself out until this all is over.

Maybe I'm in over my head in this.