Here we go again....

As if on cue, when I think things are finally together...

Im back to feeling alone, wanting ot be with people, yet wanting to curl up in bed and go to sleep. I'm worried that my cat hates me, and that's why she's acting like a total spaz. I begin to feel like I'm not going to make it in college, even though there's no reason for me to think that. I want to start sobbbing, but cant cause i'm at work, and I have no real reason for being like this. I'm confused and I don't like it. I just want like a time when I can handle being down, and not this out of the blue crap that keeps creeping up on me. I shouldn't be this way.

and why the hell with 3300 mp3s, I can't find a damn thing I want to listen to?

Can I just please go home and go back to bed? I can hear my blanket and pony calling......