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Feb. 20th, 2002 12:51 amSo lets see. Company I was fired from didn't pay me like they should have.. giving me a lousy 100 dollars to pay over 800 dollars worth of bills. Yeah.. right..Called today and they said I should have been paid for 7 days. If that was the case, I would have been paid a lot more than 100 dollars. I smell foul play.
Come home from the weekend, and from just finding that little fuckup, ,to find that my cable modem has been disconnected because I can't afford to pay it. Running on dial up now, which I can only do if my sister isn't on, and/or when it isn't work hours. Gotta keep the phone line free so I can get job calls. Hopefully.
Went to Master and Mistress' today to do job search stuff and to get a modem from Master. Posted like mad everywhere I could. did lots of sleeping during the day, very little during the night. I hate that.
Was woken up at 7 by mom. I thought it was 7am for some weird reason. Maybe I wished it was 7am. My cousin, and close friend's mom died at church on Sunday. She just up and died there. Pardon me if I'm a little freaked out by this. They were doing an autopsy yesterday and today, and hopefully at the visitation tonight, they'll have a cause of death. I'm gonna go up and pay my respects. She was close to us kids in the band, and Nate and I have been getting close recently. Send reiki, prayers, whatever. This is a community shattering event.
It seems like my DVD player is coming apart as well. Tried to watch a movie tonight and it kept freakin out. had to stop the movie 4 times and restart it from the beginning.
Only going to be on late at night now, because I'm using my old AOL account from home, and my sister uses it when she's home at night, until around midnight. So after Midnight, that's when you'll catch me on. Unless I sleep. Which is possible.
Please send hugs guys. I'm feelin really down about myself right now. This whole money situation and not having a job is really freaking me out. I know it shouldn't be as much as it is (Mistress and Master have both been telling me it'll all work out), but I can't help but worry. I'm a pessimist. Not to say that Master and Mistress haven't helped me to feel better, but I still find myself getting down really easily. I nearly broke into tears when the modem wasn't working at first.
Ah well. I want a glass of milk, and gonna get a book to read till I pass out. Oh and my regimen.. can't forget my regimen.
Night.
Come home from the weekend, and from just finding that little fuckup, ,to find that my cable modem has been disconnected because I can't afford to pay it. Running on dial up now, which I can only do if my sister isn't on, and/or when it isn't work hours. Gotta keep the phone line free so I can get job calls. Hopefully.
Went to Master and Mistress' today to do job search stuff and to get a modem from Master. Posted like mad everywhere I could. did lots of sleeping during the day, very little during the night. I hate that.
Was woken up at 7 by mom. I thought it was 7am for some weird reason. Maybe I wished it was 7am. My cousin, and close friend's mom died at church on Sunday. She just up and died there. Pardon me if I'm a little freaked out by this. They were doing an autopsy yesterday and today, and hopefully at the visitation tonight, they'll have a cause of death. I'm gonna go up and pay my respects. She was close to us kids in the band, and Nate and I have been getting close recently. Send reiki, prayers, whatever. This is a community shattering event.
It seems like my DVD player is coming apart as well. Tried to watch a movie tonight and it kept freakin out. had to stop the movie 4 times and restart it from the beginning.
Only going to be on late at night now, because I'm using my old AOL account from home, and my sister uses it when she's home at night, until around midnight. So after Midnight, that's when you'll catch me on. Unless I sleep. Which is possible.
Please send hugs guys. I'm feelin really down about myself right now. This whole money situation and not having a job is really freaking me out. I know it shouldn't be as much as it is (Mistress and Master have both been telling me it'll all work out), but I can't help but worry. I'm a pessimist. Not to say that Master and Mistress haven't helped me to feel better, but I still find myself getting down really easily. I nearly broke into tears when the modem wasn't working at first.
Ah well. I want a glass of milk, and gonna get a book to read till I pass out. Oh and my regimen.. can't forget my regimen.
Night.
