Welcomes!!

Finally Got my little sister to get an LJ, so everyone welcome oboeprofsorhojo to LJ! I'm sure she'll be makin lots of cool posts. she's not bad for a sister.

Also, welcome raveness9mm, who I'm sure will post lots of comments to lots of people :) And make Chitty chitty bang bang get stuck into their heads so deeply, that they hear it in their dreams!

More later.

Who would buy that?!

There are tons of things seen on ebay that have no reason or rhyme to be there. Now, there's a site dedicated to these things. http://www.whowouldbuythat.com/
Its actually really really funny. You should check it out.

Okay, forewarning, a not very upbeat post is approaching, I expect 2-4 inches of sad stuffies, though depending on the track of hte storm, it could be more or less.

When she's up she's really up, and when she's down... whooboy.

Yesterday during the day was good. I was upbeat, even when dealing with work I didn't want to do for people who blow me off, then yell because I didn't do something they telepathically (apparently) told me to do.
So I get ready go to home, and my car's blocked in. The guy blocking me in, a nice guy, says he's getting ready to leave right then. 20 minutes later he remembers he has to let me out. I'm supposed to go drop off Gramma's present to Daddy, and give him Mommy's suprise too, and I knew he was leaving soon, so I was flying to get out of the city. But traffic was against me.

I'm becoming a little nervous- traffic has never affected me much in the past other than being a frustration or a nuisance. Now, I bust out into tears and feel like its the end of the world, and it just leads me into a negative spiral. Last night I sobbed the whole way from Daddy and Mommy's to my apartment. All I want to do at that point is put on the tv and veg out. But then there's a cable and cable modem outage. I'm just so outnumbered, that I continue to cry, curling up on my bed. I get up after a little bit, put one of hte mp3 cds daddy made for me into the computer to transfer it to my mp3 player, and then to cook dinner. PastaRoni fettucini alfredo Sucks major ass, btw. I will never buy it again- I can see why it was only 64 cents. I had a movie on while I was eating, but I wasn't really paying attention to it. I was just not caring. Its like I don't care anymore. But yet I do care. Its so confusing.
It was snowing when I went to bed, and by 10, 1/2 of the cable was back so I could watch ER, which just frustrated me more because the characters all seem to have a case of moron-itis. I'm almost tired of watching it.
Went to bed and had nightmares again, a common occurrence now in my nightly pursuit of sleep. I'm really glad that they didn't plow out our 2 inches of snow until 8, cause it meant I could sleep in, otherwise I wouldn't have coped with today at all. Because its actually a problemwith my wiring, so I won't have my cable modem until tuesday night, or even my higher channels of cable. I don't care so much about the cable, but I care about the cable modem. I should make them discount our bill this month for the problem.

Today I'm still down. I can't seem to find a way to come back up to where I was. Wednesday night at therapy I had to sign a contract that I'll take my medicines, call 911 or a hotline if I feel like I'm giong to kill myself (and lemme tell you those hotlines are absolute shit), and that I'll talk to my caseworker often, even though I know she doesn't give a rats ass. If i don't I don't get to see my therapist, or any other at the women's center. Which I think is complete and utter Crap. Shouldn't it be my decision if I take meds or not? I mean they don't even know they're working. I don't even know if they work. My therapist says there are changes in me from when I first started going, and I'm getting better, but i don't see it. and I don't think anyone else does either. How can one person see it but noone else. Unless that person is themselves. I dunno.. I'm rambling.
Anyway, told ya it would be a downer.

Re prioritizing because I dont want to work

Stolen again from partywhipple who did it cause he was bored. Sense a trend how these things start?
( click here if you want to read all these answers )

Ah yes, and it continues-

And apparently my liscense has either grown legs and walked away, or I've lost it somewhere in my travels. This sucks because i dont want to get pulled over without it, ya know? Grr.
Chalk one up to continuing to suck.

Shopping anyone?

I'm going to the Prime Outlets in Hagerstown on Sunday, if anyone wants to follow me up. I think I might stay the night- mom's probably gonna cook sumthin yummy. I'll be leavin here around 11am since the outlets don't open till 12 anyway, with a quick stop to drop kitten at mom's, maybe pick up mom and the sister, and go party. The outlets are awesome, because they're lower priced than places down here, but still some of the designer stuff. My old roomate got the coffee pot she had wanted for like 20 or 30 dollars less than she would have paid at bloomies or crate & barrell. so if you're up for it, drop me a note.

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Your SaniTest(TM) Results

Your score is:115
For easier understanding, the HPLHS SaniTest assessment algorithm converts your raw score to a scale of 1 to 10. This number is your INSANITY INDEX.

INSANITY INDEX 6.13 This score is solidly in the middle of the spectrum of madness, and it indicates that you are a classic lunatic. Lunatics are often highly functional, and even great achievers. But their personal lives are often left in ruins as they attempt to deal with their antic inner demons. Others who scored at this level include comedian/actor Robin Williams and French philosopher Voltaire.

If you would like, you can add your score to the HPLHS Asylum so that friends and others can see what you are like (as if they don't know already).

Note to self:

Must get Johnny Cash's Version of Personal Jesus on Mp3. That is all.
Goodnight. My cat is eating my fringie blanket. Must stop her before I die. from lack of fringies.