I think I f$(%ed up

I'm lost, but I don't want to be found, I don't think.
I've hurt because I'm hurting, which I know is wrong but I can't seem to stop.
I've hurt because I don't want them to hurt.
I want to die because I feel like I'm dying inside.
I'm sorry but I'm afraid to say it.
I'm lost and I need to be found.

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OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KNIGHT RIDER IS ON SCI FI!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH

What a freakin flashback.. this makes my afternoon (other than finding out that mommy and daddy still love me, and that maybe , just maybe I have a smidgen of hope in me. Ya know.. those are just things, and then THIS!!!! And its the first episode ever!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!)
This is so awesome!!!!!!

And if Knight Rider wasn't enough....

I got the mail tonight, and found out that not only do I have to pay 15 dollars less on my ticket from December because I let it go to court, but I also got 142 dollars from the state of virginia for living here part time in 2000! WOOOHOOOOOO
and I got christmas cards from the tillinghast/vinton family, and Ayla.

Woooodog...