Blood and Guts and dresses and stuff
Sep. 9th, 2002 08:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meapetGoing to get the blood tests today for the lithium levels, to see how its progressing in my body- makin sure its not killing me or anything, and to make sure it isn't messing up my thyroid. Hopefully, sister Kayla is going to go with me to hold my hand. Hope I don't break hers...Well at least we'd be at the doctor's....
About yesterday's post, I probably pissed a bunch of you off. If I did I'm sorry...but that's how I feel right now. Alone. And I know its probably because I'm depressed and you don't want to hang around someone who hates her life and prays for death..and I'm sorry about that too.. *sigh* everyone probably hates me at this point.
Anyway.. gotta steam my dress for Thursday's gala. I really like the dress...hope it looks good on Thursday night. At least I know noone else will have my dress. I'm actually rather nervous about it all.. Hobnobbing with congresspeople, and the elite of Indian country...its kinda scary. Though I'm sure everything will go well. Just hope I don't get tired in the middle of dessert and pass out. Been sleeping earlier and earlier lately.
Well off to make my boffo Powerpoint presentation for Phoenix. lots of photoshopping today I believe.
About yesterday's post, I probably pissed a bunch of you off. If I did I'm sorry...but that's how I feel right now. Alone. And I know its probably because I'm depressed and you don't want to hang around someone who hates her life and prays for death..and I'm sorry about that too.. *sigh* everyone probably hates me at this point.
Anyway.. gotta steam my dress for Thursday's gala. I really like the dress...hope it looks good on Thursday night. At least I know noone else will have my dress. I'm actually rather nervous about it all.. Hobnobbing with congresspeople, and the elite of Indian country...its kinda scary. Though I'm sure everything will go well. Just hope I don't get tired in the middle of dessert and pass out. Been sleeping earlier and earlier lately.
Well off to make my boffo Powerpoint presentation for Phoenix. lots of photoshopping today I believe.
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Date: 2002-09-09 08:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-09-09 10:34 am (UTC)That'll have to do until Thanksgiving --at that point I'll supply you with live-and-in-person hugs, as many and for as long as you need.
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Date: 2002-09-09 11:24 am (UTC)Johnny 5
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Date: 2002-09-09 12:24 pm (UTC)